Even dirt is more valuable

Some ppl are so cheap that even dirt has more value than them. This one guy is seriously pissing me off. But when i think of it, losing my cool to someone like him is such a waste of effort. He's just not worth it. So i'm just gonna let him live in his own little world, where he thinks he is king and let him rule. I just think he's pathetic. And seriously, the problem is definitely with this guy, cos i'm not the only one who's goin thru this.

Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....it feels good to let it out.

Poor Guy with a Wierd Name

I was on my way to dinner last nite, and we were listening to the radio in the car. There was this segment where they were talking about the wierdest names one could name their child. So the 2 DJ's were talking to this poor guy who was one of the victims of this "wierd name" cases. Well, 20 odd years ago, his mom innocently named him Benjamin. Unluckily for Benjamin, cos he was born into a family who's family name was Dover. So his full name was Benjamin (some middle name) Dover. I can't remember what his middle name was. Anyway, as time grew by, ppl got sick of calling him Benjamin, so they shortened the name, as many would, to Ben. So what was left of this guy's name?? BEN DOVER!!!!! How wierd sounding is that?!!!??! Ben Dover, as what "Bend Over" would sound. So this poor guy was left with all the teasing and name calling of all sorts..poor thing. He even tried changing his name at the age of 14, but he didnt succeed at that. He's still stuck with that name till today.

Strange Dream

I had the strangest dream two nites ago. In the dream, a few familiar faces were present but i cant recall exactly who they were. We were at a number of different locations/scenes. Things were happening as per normal. All of a sudden, we were no longer "ourselves". We each possessed someone else's soul - another soul from our group of frens. At each scene, each of us saw the scenario in a different point of view than we would usually see. What made the dream more bizarre, was that 2 people could see 2 totally different things happening at the same scene. I know it sounds strange and u might not even understand what i'm trying to say. But however strange this dream may be, somehow it has hit me hard. It's not always that i remember my dreams, but this has been very vivid. And i seem to feel that this dream has a hidden meaning to it and its trying to tell me something.

Awful Day

Seriously ppl, there's always something tearing u apart, it's always so much longer than u counted on, and it hits u so much harder than u ever thought!!! I never realized how true that was till today. You may be the strongest rock, but eventually, u will crumble n break. You may be the toughest person on the outside, but deep down inside, all you wanna do is scream and cry and release all ur frustration. At one point or another in your life, i'm sure u'll understand what i mean. It has been an awful day for me, but i survived with the support of great frens. Thank u so very much.

Stupid IELTS is now becoming such a pain in the ass. I now have to fly interstate just to take the exam. Well, hopefully i DO get a spot in the earliest possible date, which is probably 2 months from now.

I really hope things work out for the best for me *prays*

Everyday is the same

Uni started a week ago. So all of a sudden my neighbourhood is once again alive, with all the hustle n bustle of students. The buses are now packed, coles is now packed, trains are now packed. Hhmm..all around my neighbourhood last week i see students with orientation bags..some concentrating on reading their uni handbooks and guidebooks. Some even with maps of the campus grounds..Sigh first day of uni..that was ages ago. Now since i've graduated n dont have to go back to uni, i've been doin the same things day in day out. Although i'm still holding my part time job, i've got nothing else to do other than window shopping, reading, surfing the net, chatting and sitting like a dummy at home waiting for my freaking visa approval. So annoying, yet so satisfying in the most complex way.

How shallow can people get?

Some people are just meant to be born as idiots. It's such a pity that i have to come across someone like this, whom i'm sad to say is probably the biggest loser on the face of the earth. It's people like these who seriously make me wanna puke. They think so highly of themselves, thinking they are perfect and mighty and always right. They think everyone else is more stupid than themselves, n that no one else can beat them at anything.

One person in particular has made me realize how shallow a person can be. I'm not gonna name names here. This person claims that i've changed since we first met. N mind u, this was barely two whole months ago. I mean honestly, 9 out of 10 times our first impressions or first few impressions of a person is always wrong. It's only over time that u learn the true nature/personality of a person. So obviously there has to be some sort of change! I've only know this person for less than two whole months and each time we meet, only a few words/sentences is exchanged. And then one fine day this shallow person comes to me n says: "you've changed". At that time i just ignored this comment, cos lets face it, everybody changes. And now what's happened is that this person is no longer speaking to me. But like i care..y would i want to know a person who will be forever judging me.