Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I'm lost and confused

I'm in that particular stage in life, where i feel so lost n so confused. It's as if my life is missing something, something that makes life itself so meaningless. At this very moment, I'm not sure whether i'm doin the right things or even making the best choices and right decisions. Somehow, everything seems so foggy to me, as if a cloud has hovered over my head, blocking my view of everything. I believe what i need now, is some sort of sign, ANY sign, to give me reassurance, to show that i'm on the right path, that i am doin the right things for the right reasons. PLEASE GOD, give me a sign.

A friend told me, being a good student, a good daughter, an independent person, and a faithful servant of God, is reason enough to prove that i am on the right track in life. He also said (or something to that effect) that it's something good that we're worrying bout our future NOW, when some others are not even bothered about their future yet. Which elevates us to an upper hand..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think your friend is right that you're on the right track. I think he knows you a little better than you think he knows you. We never make the best choices in life as we always try to find a better solution even when its over. Not everyone has this luxury though. Why would I call this a luxury? Cause it gives us an advantage to improve ourselves. You will never feel that you've made the best choices cause you always want to do better. I feel that is a good thing.
Christopher Columbus sailed for 3 months with his crew without seeing land. The obly sign he had for that three months is gut feelings that he is making the right choices. The sign you're looking for is within you my friend. When everything becomes hazy, take a break. It doesn't hurt to let everything go. Your desire to succeed will bring you back on the right track.
I'm the sign that GOD is giving. Believe in me.

*JaNicE* said...

Thanks. I really appreciate it.