my nerd score

Got to know about this site from a fren of mine. It's really cool..c how much of a nerd u r..as for me...


http://www.wxplotter.com/ft_nq.php?im

anyways, i'm really tired..i'll blog some other time.

Happy Easter everyone~!!!

*Wishing for the impossible*

Uni's started and i'm getting more and more busy by the day...although i don't have any assignments due as yet..just goin to uni n attending lectures n tutes makes me bz..ahhahaha.

Oh n yea..i'm wishing for the impossible..most of the things i want in life..it's almost impossible to get..i wouldn't say it's totally impossible to get..cos i know someway..somehow..someday..i MIGHT get it. But still..everything seems impossible at this very day..at this very moment..*sigh* How i wish life was much simpler than this..that life wouldn't be that harsh n cruel..that i would get a little more credit in life..

all wishes..but will they ever come true? i'm starting to have doubts..someone~~give me a sign, show me a light, reassure me..give me confidence..give me faith..give me..

I'm lost and confused

I'm in that particular stage in life, where i feel so lost n so confused. It's as if my life is missing something, something that makes life itself so meaningless. At this very moment, I'm not sure whether i'm doin the right things or even making the best choices and right decisions. Somehow, everything seems so foggy to me, as if a cloud has hovered over my head, blocking my view of everything. I believe what i need now, is some sort of sign, ANY sign, to give me reassurance, to show that i'm on the right path, that i am doin the right things for the right reasons. PLEASE GOD, give me a sign.

A friend told me, being a good student, a good daughter, an independent person, and a faithful servant of God, is reason enough to prove that i am on the right track in life. He also said (or something to that effect) that it's something good that we're worrying bout our future NOW, when some others are not even bothered about their future yet. Which elevates us to an upper hand..