...discovering yourself...

The journey of discovering yourself is a never ending journey. I'm pretty sure everyone's step foot on this path towards discovery. However, the question is, how far have u gone?

Along that journey, u will learn that ur life is made up of grains of sand. It's like a jigsaw puzzle. U discover urself piece by piece..till one day, u'll get the big picture. Some of us find something bad in our lives, n strive our very best to change it, to be a new person. And u try to forget the past. But isn't who u were, part of who u are? Sometimes, u don't really need to be the person u used to be, as much as the person u're trying to be. Don't u think so?

People ARE gonna disappoint u, u CAN expect that. But what if u wake up one day and u ARE the disappointment?

something to think about.

Antagonism

There seems to be a kind of order in the universe, in the movement of the stars, and the turning of the earth, the changing of the seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos! Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own rights and feelings, mistaking the motives of others, and his own.

Everything that happens, happens for a reason. It's simply an antagonistic reaction between two scenarios or situations...there's always a cause and an effect, an answer to every question, a reason to trust behind every doubt.

It's hard...

It's hard to fight the things we are afraid of. Sometimes we just need a little help.

I got this from somewhere. Can't remember exactly where. I think that's so true. So if anyone, anytime, ever needs a little help, just know that I'm here, u might not think so, but I am..truly.

cruelty?

have u ever wondered how cruel life can be? it's only when u miss out on something that's supposed to be ever so meaningful..or when u lose something/someone who had a big impact on ur life that u finally come to ur senses to actually realise that YES life is indeed cruel~!

it causes u the misery, the pain, the suffering, the wondering, the hurt, the tears, the longing, every possible emotion along those lines.

well i have no right to question God and his works, the only thing i CAN do is pray..n continue praying that each n every one of us, me included will be blessed with a beautiful life..that we may find true meaning in our lives, find the reason for living, n to find out God's plan for us.

i thought this was nice:

"As happens sometimes, a moment settled, and hovered, and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."
-from the book "Of Mice and Men" by John Steinback.

-n/a-

i've been reasonably busy lately and that's the reason i never got the chance to actually sit down n blog. however!! here i am now!!

april started off with a blast. it was a fren's bday. was over at his house till the break of dawn! yakking n yakking away, having fun, laughing non stop, just pure hanging out with frens. came back home at 7am, n for some reason i couldnt sleep. got up about 10-ish, n was surprisingly awake! that is until i got to work..was so dead by the time i finished work at midnite. other than that, went for a movie outting with SAM (singapore association of monash). watched miss congeniality 2 for $5. pretty good deal eh? went shopping too!!! got myself a winter jacket for $50.

i'm gonna die from next week onwards! i've got assignments due non stop right till the end of semester! minimum 2 maximum 3 assignments EACH week!! crap!