Complications and complexities

I feel as if there is this huge void in my life...and with all these thoughts and feelings which I know for sure is impossible to satisfy, it just makes things even more complicated. I'm seriously lost in this huge world of complications and complexities. I just wish things could be easier, but things are just the way they are supposed to be..and I know that it should be this way and there's nothing that i can do about it..yet, if only i could...

Unanswered questions

It's funny how things strike when u least expect it to. It just catches u off guard...at that spur of the moment..it just makes me think, if I had been half a second later would everything happen the way it happened? Or has this already been God's plan for me? has whatever happened meant to be? Or is it a mistake? Makes u wonder doesn't it. I know for sure it has made me wonder..and wonder...and wonder..n i keep on asking myself..y is this happening? is it for a reason? my mind's filled with millions of questions..unanswered questions..but I hope I will find the answers soon.

lost in a sea of confusion

I have never been this confused before. My mind is so bogged down that i can't even do anything else. Filled with mixed emotions, i don't even know what to expect or what to do...my mind just goes completely blank, with only the memory of one thing goin on in my head..over and over again..that it sends chills down my spine..chills so cold it makes me so numb, inside n out. Sometimes it hurts so bad to know that i can't have it.